Giving up? {40}

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1. T9adgoon esta'3rabt ina some of my readers still ask me questions?


2.Haaa dawamtaw? :p


3. 9ayra a very good blogger o I'm posting kil youm ta8reeban, dont I deserve a feedback (A)?


4. Its a long post as I promised ;)


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LA2 YA BANDAR LA2!


Bandar: laish la2! yuma hatha 8arare o ma ra7 atraja3 3ana!


Mother: bas ya yuma-


Bandar: yuma tikfaain...


Mother: Bandar 7abebe!


Bandar: yuma! Intay musta7eel tifhmene!


Mother: goole 7abebe gool Yimkin afhimik


Bandar's mother went closer to him and sat beside him.


Bandar sighed: yuma tadren ine… tadren ana shsawait?


His mother looked at him with concerned eyes


Mother: shsawait ya yuma shsawait?!


Bandar: yuma ana 5asart el insana el wa7eeda ele 7abait.ha o 7abatne! 7abat Bandar ele 3omra ma7ad fakar y7iba! 5asart.ha *sigh* Ana 5asart.ha la2ane ma 7asait ine kafo an7ab! Ma 7asait ine kafo 7ubha! TADREN LAISH? la2ana oboy 6oool 3omra ygoole ine insan muta5alif o mo 6abe3e fa mako a7ad ra7 yta8abalne wala y7ibni!


His mother's eyes got full with tears : mama Bandar 7abebe


She put her hand on his shoulder, he stood up.


Mother: 7abebe damik t7ibha laish ma a5a6ibha lik?


Bandar: t5a6beenha le? Sh3igba yuma sh3igba?
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-After two days-


She slowly sipped her coffee & stared at the papers in front of her.


*Knock knock*


Baboooooooon!


Bibi lifted her head and found her very pregnant best friend Munera.


Bibi: ahlain!


Munera: 3indi lich 5abar!


Bibi: golay!


Munera put her hand on her belly: walad!


Bibi: Mabrooooooooooooooook! Way Zayod be6ir mn el wanasa!!


Munera: eee adri adri! Awal ma yrid el bait bagoola!!


Bibi smiled.


Munera: Babon


Bibi: hmm?


Munera: chinch '6a3fana!?


Bibi faked a smile & shook her head.
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Where is Bandar?!


Sirdaab


His mother sighed.


Two weeks passed on the last day Bandar saw Bibi in, he didn’t leave his brushes and paints!


He sunk in his sadness & depression, he missed her…. he missed seeing her every morning, he missed her smile… he missed everything about her
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-The next day-


*Knock knock*


Tifa'6aaal!


Sawsan: istizi?


Bibi: na3am?


Sawsan: badek coffee?


Bibi gave her a weak smile & nodded: etha ma 3alaich kalafa


Sawsan smiled & left the office to bring Bibi her coffee
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Zaid entered the office & found her sipping her coffee and looking outside the window.


He knocked the door twice but she didn’t notice.


Babon?


She sighed and turned around; every time she hears the door Bibi wishes that it might be Bandar.


"Ahlain Zayod" She said while still looking outside the window.


He sat down


Bibi: tawni ala7i'6 ina mikatibna it6il 3al ba7ar


Zaid: bas mo seda 3al ba7ar 3ad




Bibi sighed


Zaid: Babon?


Bibi: na3am


Zaid: wa83teha?


Bibi turned around to face him: wa8a3t.ha?!


Zaid: ee


Bibi went and sat on the chair in front of Zaid


Bibi: shno ihya?


Zaid: isti8alta


Bibi: isti8alat mno?


Zaid: Bandar


Bibi: *gasp* Bandar ista8al?!


A part of her knew that he will resign but the other part hoped that he'll come back.


Zaid: ee! Isti8alta tiwa8a3at mn yadi mn youmain, ma w9iltich?!


Bibi: la ma w9alat


She picked up the phone & called human recourses.


Bibi: aloo... fahad? Mn mita wa9litik isti8alat Bandar el flani?! Mn 3 ayam wana a5ir mn ya3lam?! Ma tadri inha lazm titwa8a3 mini 3ashan tamshi?


*click*


Zaid: Babon tara-


She couldn’t keep it inside her anymore; she needed to pour it all out


Bibi: giltla! Adri ma y9er bas gilt.ha! Gilt.ha O gali ina ma yistahilni! O-


Zaid was shocked: Bibi!


Bibi: adri ina '3ala6 bas 5ala9 5ali9at el salfa! *sigh*


Zaid: Babon intay ib 7isbat i5ti O a5af 3alaich wana mn el bidaya-


Bibi: Zaid! 5ala9 5ala9 el salfa 5ali9at ma yinfa3 el 7achi al7en!


Zaid: 3ala ra7tich


He stood up, Sawsan entered the room while Zaid was leaving.


Sawsan: istizi 3indik ijtima3 ma3a-


Bibi: ajleeh!


Sawsan: bas-


Bibi: Sawsan gilt ajleeh!


Sawsan: 7a'6ir
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Bandar


Bandar: yuma tikfain 5aloni bro7i!


Um Bandar: yuma 7abebe 9arlik 3ala hal 7al isbo3ain mo zain!


Bandar sighed
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She grabbed her purse, got out of the car & entered the house


She took a deep breath & walked towards the stairs


Bibi 7abebte?


Bibi turned around: hala yuba


Grandfather: ta3alay gi3day ma3ay shway


Bibi smiled & walked towards her grandfather


She sat beside him


Grandfather: sha5bar el 8isim?


Bibi nodded: zain


Grandfather: el sh'3il mashi ha?


Bibi: ee


Grandfather: Majid el flani s2alni 3an Bandar, giltla ina ista8al


Bibi sighed and nodded.


Grandfather: kan wida ina ykamil el shi'3il ma3ah


Bibi faked a smile.


Grandfather: Bibi yuba


Bibi: na3am?


Grandfather: shlounch?


Her eyes teared up, she knew that her grandfather understood her more than anyone else!


Mo b5air yuba! Mo b5air! Wayed walhana 3alaih!


Bibi: el 7imdallah b5air
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Bandar took a deep breath will waiting


"8i6a3 7ikoumi, 8i6a3 7ikoumi" He kept on telling himself.


Lady: o5oy inta ele tawik 3a6itne el 6alab el wathefe??


Bandar nodded.


Lady: Bandar Flan Al flani?


Bandar nodded again.


The lady looked at Bandar's file & another file beside her,then she looked at Bandar again


yaah hathe shfeeha?


And then the lady asked him a question … he never thought that he'll ever hear!