Giving up? {39}

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Bibi didn’t move an inch.

Bibi ba6lay el bab!

She closed her eyes and a tear escaped her eyelid.

"Magdar" she whispered.

Her breathing was quickening she closed her eyes trying to keep her breathing steady.

Munera started knocking on the door harder.

BIBI BA6LAY EL BAB WALA ANDE ZAYOOD YAKSIRA!

Bibi sat straight put her hand on her head a5 rase thgeel ,she walked with heavy steps to the door … unlocked it

Munera: *gasp* shfech?

Bibi's eyes were red from crying, her

Bibi threw herself on bed, Munera rushed and sat beside her.

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He entered the house and it was dark.

Bandar was walking to his room when he passed by his mother and not even looking at her.

Bandar?

He stopped: na3am yuma?

Ha 7abebe 3asa istanast?

A5aih ya yuma law tadren 3an ele i9ar

He just nodded.

Ti9ba7 3ala 5air 7abebe

Wintay mn ahala

He didn’t turn around he didn’t want to face her, what if she asks him about what happed today or what's wrong with what would he say?

Bandar walked to his room, he tried to take a deep breath… but he felt like was out of breath … like her wasn’t breathing

He threw himself on his bed

Put his hand on his chest… his heart was aching

He sat on his bed closed his eyes and saw her face… her sad face, her tears, and the way his heart aced when he saw pain in her eyes.
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-Saturday-

Bandar was a huge part of her life, she spent exactly 14 days working with him on the project, she knew his favorite color, shared some of her funny childhood memories and talked to him about her parents, Bibi got used on having him around her but she got rejected by him which broke her heart.

She bit her lips and held her pillow tighter.

Laish sawa fena chithi laish?

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

Bas lazm ma afakir feh
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Bandar pulled a file and then a paper fell on the floor, he grabbed it and smiled… it was the funny drawing that bibi drew when she was trying to show Bandar her artistic side, his heart ached at the thought of her, he missed her and he tried with all his power not to show it.
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Bibi put her mobile on silent mode, put her head on the pillow and closed her eyes.

Bachr youm ydeed O sa3eed

She tried to giggle after the rhythm that she made but couldn’t.

bachr youm ydeed o sa3eed 7ata law Bandar ma kan feeh!

She took a deep breath and closed her eyes.

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LA2 YA BANDAR LA2!

Bandar: laish la2! yuma hatha 8arare o ma ra7 atraja3 3ana!

Mother: bas ya yuma-

Bandar: yuma tikfaain...