Scarred -17-

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AlZainah looked at her self in the mirror, She was pale with dark circles under her eye. 


She didn't sleep last night and she didn't shed a tear.

AlZainah wore her abaya, wrapped her neck with the hijab and walked to the living room.

"Zayon mama wain ray7a?"

AlZainah: barou7 bait Sara

Mother: ma w9alaw! bachr eldifan wil 3aza!

AlZainah winced, she closed her eyes tight and took a deep breath.

AlZainah: badig 3ala ele iyebon elkarasi o-

Mother: aked ahala dagaw!

AlZainah: mama! 3adi tkhalene arou7 please?

Mother: ma kalaitay shay!!

AlZainah: akil lama arid

AlZainah walked downstairs and to her car, her mobile vibrated.

"Zayon tawna wasleen bait Sara, ahlha mratbeen kil shay"

AlZainah sighed. 

Shlon yratbon o ytzahbon 7ag munasaba chithi 

"Bewadon sayarat Faisal bait yada, 3ashan khalti ma tshofha bachr"

AlZainah's heart sunk and texted Latifa back "ana awadeeha".

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"Kahi Zayon!!"

AlZainah got out of her car and walked to the girls. 

Hessa and Latifa hugged AlZainah.

Latifa: walhaneen 3alaich

AlZainah smiled: wana akthar!!

Hessa: bnrou7 nishtre 3abaya 7ag Sara! 

AlZainah: ma 3indaha?

Hessa: imbala bas qadeema 7adha! 

AlZainah nodded: fe a7ad dakhil?

Latifa: la ahalhom mishaw! 

AlZainah nodded.

Hessa: btwaden sayarat Faisal?

AlZainah nodded: o akhale yones yl7agne ib sayarti

Hessa nodded: okay 3ayal i7na mashen!

AlZainah: derbalkom

AlZainah walked to the front door she slowly walked to Faisal's room.


 She stood in her place, stared at his door and quickly rushed down the stairs. She realised that she shouldn't do go to his room, she doesn't have the right to do that.

"Younes come outside and bring Faisal car key"

AlZainah found younes standing beside Faisal's car.

AlZainah: take my car and go to Faiha, Im going there now 

AlZainah looked at Faisal's car key, his key chain; her heart sunk, everything is starting to get a bit too real. 

She got in the car, it smelled like him, she looked around the car, tears started rolling down her cheeks.

She remembered telling him that he was so messy, AlZainah rested her head on the steering wheel and cried her eyes out. Faisal was gone and she had to wrap her head around that thought. She wanted to close her eyes tight and wake up from the nightmare she's living but she knew that its not a nightmare, and that Faisal is dead.

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AlZainah felt her eyes burn, she wiped her tears away, took off her abaya and got out of her car.


She walked to the bench in their garden, sat down and took off her slippers, AlZainah felt the wet cold grass tickling her feet and smiled. 

AlZainah let her hair down, she gets headaches when her hair is pulled up for a while, she closed her eyes and moved her feet against the cold grass.

"Guwaa"

AlZainah quickly opened her eyes, she knew exactly who's voice is that.

"Hamad"

Hamad: shlonch?

AlZainah shrugged her shoulders: madre

Hamad sat down beside her, and handed her a sultan center bag.

AlZainah: shnu hatha?

Hamad: shofay

AlZainah: ben and jerrys!! 

Hamad nodded: chocolate fudge

AlZainah smiled and nodded: ee a7iba!!

Hamad: fe gfash plastic dakhil

AlZainah smiled, Hamad still remembers that ice-cream puts her in a better mood and its basically her first supporter when she's feeling down.

Hamad: zayoon.. shlonch?

AlZainah: madre.. madre shlone! 

Hamad: ohwa-

AlZainah: kil mara yt3ab wayed intwaqa3 ina khalas bas bemout!!

Hamad sighed.

AlZainah: 7asait ine mitwaq3a ina la2ana marath fa mara7 an9idim wayed etha tiwafa bas in9idaamt o -

A tear rolled down AlZainah's cheek, she quickly wiped it away.

AlZainah: 7asa bil thanb Hamad!! ma gidart a7iba!! 6oul 3umri a7isa okhoy elkbeer ele ydeer bala 3alay o ysa3dne! 6oul 3umri agol alllah khatha Zaid ib 3umir 9gheer o 3a6ane Faisal mukanaa

Hamad sighed.

AlZainah: 7awalt ine a7iba bas magidart!!

Hamad: kalamne gabil isbou3

AlZainah: mnu?!!

Hamad: Faisal.. kalamne gabil isbou3.. wa9ane 3alaich, wa9ane adeer bale 3alaich 

AlZainah smiled while tears were forming in her eyes, everything were blurry until she blinked.

Hamad: la t7seen bil thanb, kan yadre ina mo bedich zayon

AlZainah wiped her tears off her face: bagoum ayeeb kleenex

Hamad smiled at her and offered her his sleeve. 

AlZainah giggled: 9adgne ma widik!!

AlZainah called her nanny and asked her to bring a tissue box.

Hamad: zayon

AlZainah looked at him: hala

Hamad: abe asa3dich.. abe akoun 7oulich ib hal ayam

AlZainah: Hamad-

Hamad interrupted her: khalene 3al aqal awa9lich baitkom 3gub el3aza!! khalay sayiqkom ywadech wana aridich elbait!

AlZainah: no way!!

Hamad: laish? asta2thin min omch o oboch!! 

AlZainah looked at him with a straight face.

Hamad: zayon mu ga3id a7awil akhaleech t7ibene ele abeeh ohwa ine asa3dich! may9er itimeen tabcheen 6oul el yoom! mo zain o-

AlZainah: etha omi rithat okay

Hamad smiled: okay

AlZainah grabbed a spoon: tabe?

Hamad: min mita you share ice cream?

AlZainah giggled: kan 3umri 10 sneen lama kint I dont share!

Hamad smiled and looked away and pointed in front of AlZainah.

Hamad: hne-

AlZainah: 6i7t 3alaik ana wil gare

Hamad laughed: EEE!!

AlZainah: 3al aqaal 6ai7a laha nitayij 7ilwa!!

Hamad: elscar?

AlZainah nodded.

Hamad: 3ajibitch?

AlZainah: umm la

Hamad: 3ayal shlon nitayij el 6ai7a 7ilwa?

AlZainah: iff Hamad ta7qeeq?

Hamad laughed: laaa 7asha!! ana asif!!

AlZainah smiled, she enjoyed having Hamad around her, AlZainah was falling for him which scared her, she knows for a fact that her mother won't allow her to marry him.

She closed her eyes and remembered that tomorrow is going to be a long sad day and she knew that Hamad is the only one that could make it better.