Scarred -16-

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AlZainah opened her eyes after hearing Faisal cough for a couple of times.



"ayeeblik maay?"



Faisal nodded: ee please



AlZainah handed Faisal a bottle of water.



Faisal: mita btriden?



AlZainah: el kuwait?



Faisal nodded.



AlZainah shrugged her shoulders: madre



Faisal: ma biga shay 3ala rmthan



AlZainah: isbou3 china!



Faisal: youmaain



AlZainah giggled: ee nafs elshay!!



Faisal's face turned straight and serious: riday



AlZainah: okay faisal y9er khair!



Faisal: adre ta3abtay... zayon mintay majboura tg3deen!! 9arlich taqreeban shahar hne



AlZainah: faisal khalas! ana afakir o ashof mita arid



Faisal sighed: adre omi o oboy o sara kilhom malaw.. adre sara 7adha walhana 3ala el Kuwait o rabi3ha



AlZainah sighed.



Faisal: 7alte mo ga3da tit7asan, widi arid el kuwait.. 7ag rab3i, ahale, sayarti, widi arou7 eldiwaniya



AlZainah felt like crying.



Faisal: riday zayon wetha allah katib intshawaf bil kuwait



AlZainah smiled and left the room when Faisal's father walked to the room.



She left the room and texted her father 

baba book me a ticket back home



A month passed, she was so stressed out, Faisal was really sick.. even the good days that he frequently had were getting less by time, he was getting thinner and weaker and the doctors were slowly giving up on him.


AlZainah knew that being with him will not be easy, but she didn't expect it to be that hard.

 She was sure that if she was in love with him it would be easier on her, but she wasn't, AlZainah tried to fall for Faisal but she couldn't, she always saw him as a close friend and a big brother. Nothing more than that.



AlZainah sat on the first chair she saw. She couldn't keep Hamad off her mind. 



"Btriden?"



AlZainah raised her head and saw Sara standing.



AlZainah: ee



Sara: a7san



AlZainah gave Sara half a smile.



Sara: akraah hal mukaan o hal mistashfaa! 



AlZainah sighed.



Sara: 3ami 7ajazlich?



AlZainah nodded: ee 6ayarti bachr



Sara: eldictor kalam oboy



AlZainah: ee?? shgaal?



Sara: gala ina nrid elkuwait a7san, o nkhale Faisal yshof rab3a o ahalna



AlZainah: ya3ni khalas?



Sara: madre 



AlZainah: wayed nass 6abaw



Sara: o wayed nass mataw



AlZainah gave Sara a warm hug: barou7 azahib jan6iti okay?



Sara nodded: mara7 tsalmeen 3alaih?



AlZainah nodded: imbala



AlZainah walked to Faisal's room, she felt her heart sink, what should she say? that she's leaving? that she tried so hard to be with him but it was all over her head? 


AlZainah started crying, she quickly wiped her tears away and opened the door to Faisal's room.



He smiled when he saw her "hala"



AlZainah smiled back: hala feek



Faisal: mashhya?



AlZainah nodded: shdarak?



Faisal: 3yonch



AlZainah: shfehom?



Faisal: mbayin bachyaa



AlZainah smiled: ashofik bil kuwait Faisaal!



Faisal smiled: hmmm



AlZainah: Faisal!!!



Faisal: Halaa



AlZainah: ashofik bil Kuwait enshallah!!



Faisal smiled and nodded: ashofich bil Kuwait enshallah



AlZainah smiled and left Faisal's room, she left him not knowing if she'll ever see him again, she left him with a wish that she'd see him in Kuwait.


She walked to her hotel and started packing for her trip back home.


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AlZainah walked around the airport with Abadi Johar's voice in her ears, she wasn't sure if she should send Hamad a text telling him that she's heading back home.



She sent a text to her driver

Joe be in airport 6 in the morning please



AlZainah called her parents while walking to the plane, she sat on her seat until the flight attendant asked her to switch off her phone. 



She closed her eyes and all she could hear is Faisal's voice telling her "ashofich bil kuwait enshallah"



AlZainah close eyes and hoped for the best.



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"Kahi khai w9alat!!" 



AlZainah saw her parents rush towards her.



AlZainah: halla halaa!! laish ta3abtaw 3umrkom!! chan khalaitaw joe iyene!!



Her mother gave her a hug: el7imdallah 3al salama mama



AlZainah: shfekom?



Father: mafeena shay! far7aneen ib shouftich 7abebete



AlZainah: laish ma yane joe? laish fazeen min 6 el9ib7?



Mother: haw zayona shfeech! ma y9er nolah 3alaich?



AlZainah walked to the first chair she saw, she sat down, her head was spinning, she knew something had happened, she knew that something is wrong, she could feel it in her parents faces and voices and her mother's weird hug.



Her mother sat beside her.


AlZainah felt chocked up: golole sh9ayir, golaw!! bas golaw o 3adi ib namshe lay elsayara winrid el bait o 3adi bas 3adii



AlZainah kept repeating the word "3adi", she looked at her mother, she saw tears in her eyes and she knew it, it was Faisal. Something was wrong with Faisal.


AlZainah: yubaa



Father: AlZainah, el7imdallah 3ala kil 7aal ya yuba.. o alllah -



AlZainah: YUBAA!!



Father: Faisal-



AlZainah gasped: baaas!! la tkamil!! adre!! adre!!!



Her mother wanted to hug her.



AlZainah: yalla khanrou7 el bait



AlZainah stood up and started walking to the door, she had no idea where the car was, she didn't shed a tear she was just walking, she felt her father hold her hand and walked with her to the car.



Her father opened the door for her, she got in the car and didn't say a word all the way to the house. 


She kept repeating "3adi...3adi.. 3adi" all the way back home, then she'd close her eyes so tight and whisper "ya rab ya raab" 


and still not a single tear shed.