Brb..

Quwa;*



Shlounkoum?



El maktoob wathi7 mn 3anweena 9a7? ;p



Quizzes

Tests

Midterms

Finals !



Za7ma ya donya za7ma!! Mako wagt I post O 7ata law kan ako wagt no inspiration! I'm having the biggest writers block :/



Bare with me! Plus ana mit2akda ina kilkoum mash'3oolen bil finals so were all busy ;p

اخبروهم

اخبروهم اني ما زلت قادره على نسيانهم, اخبروهم اني قادرة على محو كل تفاصيل ذكراهم
اخبروهم ان عودتي مستحيله ...اخبروهم ان حنيني لن يعيدني ,ما بداخلي منهم اكبر واقوى ..انساني حتى الحنين
اخبروهم اني لن احتاجهم ...واني قادرة على العيش دونهم
اخبروهم ان بُعدهم لم يحطمني ربما ابكاني قليلا ...ولكني اقوى واقوى!
اخبروهم انهم فقدوني واني لم افقدهم
اخبروهم ان حالي افضل وايامي اجمل
اخبروهم واخبروهم
اخبروهم... وان كان كذباً

Giving up? {25}

Quwa;*

SOOOOOOOOORRRY!

I AM SO SO BUSY! Mako wagt!!! I SO SORRY!;* Garait nitfa mn zafat Anon N baroo7 akamilha al7en ;p Thanks 7ag ele 6arisholi emails asking about me! That was really sweet;**

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A777 fe shay ga3id y8izni! Uff etha ba6alt 3anini ma ra7 arid anam!

Bibi moved o the other side, ugh lal7en y3awir!

She moved her hand to the direction of the pain shno hatha?

Bibi felt something in her pjs pocket she pulled it out, opened half an eye & then smiled, it was the bracelet that Bandar gave her , she stared at it albis.ha wala la?

She couldn’t help not to wear it! She missed the feeling of having it on her wrist, Bibi closed her eyes & smiled
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Ahhhh bismilah!

Bandar gasped after waking up from a bad dream.

A3otho bilaah! Sh.hal 7ilm el 5ayis! Ay rasi

His vision was blurry, he blinked once, twice & then everything was normal again
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Zayod 7abebe yalla goom!

Zaid: oooh manoora fikene!

Munera: goom yala ta2a5art!

Zaid looked at his alarm: baij ni9 sa3a 3ala el munabih! Sh3indich ga3da mn al7en? 7ag el iz3aj bas!

Munera: ufff Zayod 3indi salfa tgargi3 ib galbi!

He smiled & opened his eyes: golay shil salfa?

Munera: shift Bandar ams!

Zaid: ay Bandar?

Munera: Bandar el flani!

Zaid: wain shifteh?

Munera: lama 6ala3t ma3a Babon

Zaid: hathi el salfa ele tgargi3 ib galbich? Imga3datni mn el noom 3ala-

Munera: ma 5ala9t!

Zaid: 5al9ay!

Munera: Zayod titwa8a3 ina umm ina y7ibha?

Zaid: huh? Mn wain yayba hal 7achi?

Munera: way Zayod shayif shloun y6ali3ha?! Nathrita '3aaair lama y6ali3ha!

Zaid: wintay midach t3rfen nathrata?

Munera: uff Zayod! Laish mo ga3id tifhamne?

Zaid: la2anha siwalif 7arem! Bala ana shfahamni ib nathrata O nathrat.ha?

Munera: uff naaaaam bas naaaaam!
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She entered the elevator with her grandfather

Grandfather: baba Baboona thakray sawsan inha itjahiz sayi8 O sayara 7ag Majid

Bibi nodded.

Grandfather: O thakray Bandar ina el rayal yay 3gub youmain

Bibi nodded masken Bandar thiba7ta 7ana!
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-In the weekend-

Bibi ate her breakfast & sat in the living room, she picked up the news paper & noticed the date
Abaih! Majid yay bachr! Nisat athakir Bandar!

She picked up the phone & called Bandar

6ooo6 6ooo6 6oo

Alo?

Bibi: aloo hala Bandar

Bandar: *yawn* hala fech

Bibi giggled: abaih ga3adtik mn el noom?

He smiled, he loved the idea of waking up on her voice!

Bandar cleared his throat: la 3adi

Bibi: ok ashwa *giggle* weeh nisait laish dagait

He giggled.

Bibi: laish ga3id mit2a5ir?

But before Bandar could answer.

Bibi: OHHHHH tithakart! Majid el flani yay el Kuwait bachr! Ba6arishla nass el ma6ar, lazm 3al sa3a 5 nkoun 3inda bil Sheraton ok!? Mo tinsa

Bandar: enshallah

Bibi: ok 3ayal ashoofik bachr

Bandar: oob la7tha!

Bibi: please la tgool inik mash'3ol!

Bandar: la la mo mash'3ol bas el sh'3il wil afkar ele kitabnaha bil mu2tamar bil maktab

Bibi: hmmm 3indik shay al7en?

Bandar: la

Bibi: ok 3ayal ashoofik bil sharika ba3ad rubi3 sa3a
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Bandar parked his car & entered the building, he found Bibi talking to the door man

Bibi: ee wala ya mida7at 9aj yabele bodyguard * giggle*

He smiled, she looked so adorable!

Bandar cleared his throat

Bibi: oh Bandar!

Mid7at: Ahlan ya ostaz Bandar! A5barak aaih? El 7imdallah 3ala el salama

Bandar just smiled & nodded: shukran

Mid7at: 3afawan ya ostaz

Bibi & Bandar walked to the elevator

Bibi: shlounik?

Bandar: el 7imdallah b5air intay shlounch?

Bibi smiled: tamam

He wanted to ask her why she never visited him

She wanted to apologize for not visiting him

*ting* the elevator arrived, They entered

Bibi: Bandar?

Bandar: na3am?

Bibi: mid7at wayed ra7ab fek O ma radait 3ala ila ib ibtisama?

He sighed: ok?

Bibi: shno ok? 3al a8al rid 3alaih

At that moment Bandar realized that she didn’t get it! She didn’t get that he's only like this with her & he's still the cold numb Bandar to all the people around him.

*ting*

Bandar walked out of the elevator to his disk

Bibi felt guilty: Bandar laykoun za3alt?

He shook his head

Bibi: ma kint a89id shay bas-

Bandar: awrag el mu2tamar mo 3indi, ma kanaw ib maktibich?

Bibi sighed it was so typical of him! If he didn’t want to talk about something he would switch the subject!

She walked to her office & brought the papers, when she went back to Bandar she found him sitting on his disk staring at space

Bibi cleared her throat: kil ili ni7taja ma3ak?

Bandar nodded & they walked to the elevator
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Shifta bil 9idafa ams, 7ada 7abob! Yuma La ta7kmen 3alaih bidon la t3rfena

Y9er 5air
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They entered the elevator

Bandar clicked on P, the elevator didn’t move

Bibi: Bandar 6ig 3ala P!

Bandar: 6agait!

Bibi stood next to him & clicked on P, the light of the button was off!

Bibi: abaih!

She clicked on the button that opens the door & nothing happened!

Bandar tried to click on all the buttons & still the elevator didn’t move

Bibi: abaih Bandar! El a9in9air 3alag!

Giving up? {24}

Quwa;* shlounkoum?

ATWA8A3 ITS THE LONGEST POST I WROTE IN THIS STORY! :p

Enjoy it;**

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Bandar entered the house & headed up stairs, he found his mother in the living room

Um Bandar: ha yuma inshallah ma ta3ibik el mishwar?

Bandar: shda3wa sawait shay, ma 3a6ooni sh'3l bas ijtma3na O galaw saw el sh'3il bil bait

Um Bandar: ee a7sanlik yuma

Bandar nodded: ra7 abda el sh'3l 9ij el isbo3 el yay

Um Bandar: enshallah, agool Bandar?

Bandar: na3am?

Um Bandar: ma shift Bibi?

He nodded: imbala

Um Bandar smiled: ya 7iloha, thak el youm lama yatik el mistashfa 6awilat 3indik wala mishat bsir3a?

Bandar: huh? Mita yatni el mistashfa?

Um Bandar: haw shfeek nisait! Gabil la ti6la3 ib youmain kanat 3indik!

Bandar: la yuma '3al6ana

Um Bandar: shno '3al6ana! Shift.ha wana 6al3a mn '3urfitik! O gitlha ine ray7a el bait 7ag obok O rada

Bandar: yuma ana mit2akid inha ma yatni!

Um Bandar: wana mit2akda inha yat!

Bandar shakilha el walda kbarat O 5arifat!
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Wala i7tirt ma3akoum! Ma taboni a7ache la2ana 3abdalkoum ine a7ba witgoom t7i6ni ma3ah ib hal project?!

Grandfather: awalan Majid el flani 6alibkoum bil isim! Ya3ni ma agdar agoola la! Thaniyan ana ma gilt la t7achena! Hathi yaditich t5arbi6 sa3at!

Bibi giggled.

Grandfather: Bas aham shay inha la tadri inch ga3da tishta'3lain ma3ah O bas

Bibi sighed & nodded.
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Yalla yuma ana mashi

Um Bandar: wain?

Bandar: 3indi maw3id ma3a el doctor Mansour

Um Bandar: ok
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Bibi got into her car & drove off
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Mashallah mashallah ta7asun kbeer!

Bandar smiled: el 7imdallah

The doctor stared writing things on the paper in front of him

Bandar: agol doctor?

Doctor: na3am?

Bandar: bas2ilik so2al bas mabeek tifham '3ala6

Mansour smiled, he felt like her knew what Bandar was going to talk to him about: is2al

Bandar: lama *clears his throat* gimt mn el '3aybooba

Mansour: ee?

Bandar: Bibi umm maratni?

Mansour: ma athkir ine shift.ha ila gabil ma ti6la3 ib cham youm

Bandar: huh! Nafs 7achi omi!

Mansour: wishfeeha?

Bandar: mafeha shay! Bas ana mit2akid inha ma yatni!

Mansour crossed his eyebrows: ham ana mit2akid ine shift.ha! 7ata s2alatni 3an 9i7tk O mita bin6al3ik!

Bandar sighed a sigh of relief; he was now sure that she cares, bas laish ma yatni? Laish m d5alat el '3urfa?!
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She sat down with her milk in her hand.

Opps!

Bibi wiped the milk that spilled on the table

Buz Buz

She stretched her hand to grab her mobile

1 Message from Zaid

Babon thakray Bandar 3aala el sh'3il O tarteb afkara tara ma biga shay O Majid yo9al.

Bibi sighed: shi'3il shi'3il shi'3il shi'3iiiiiiil!

She heard a laugh.

Grandfather: sh3indich tit7al6main 3ala el sh'3il!?

She giggled: ma ta7al6amt!

Her grandfather smiled & sat beside her, He opened the TV & started watching the news

Bibi picked up her mobile & stared writing Bandar a message

Quwa Bandar
Ma biga shay 3ala yayat Majid el flani, enshallah afkarik jahza.
Bibi Al flani

Ugh wayed formal!

She clicked on send & the message was gone, she lifted her head & stared at the TV.

Bibi hmm shayfa hal rayal mn gabil?

Bibi: yuba hathi shno?


Grandfather: a5bar

Bibi: aha, inzain hatha mno?

Grandfather: hatha hmm hatha Sami el flani

The camera zoomed on his face.

Bibi gasped abaih hatha mo china obo Bandar?

Grandfather: shfech?

Bibi: ha mafene shay

Grandfather: shifta fe mu2tamarat O ijtma3at wayed, rayal 5abeeth O mitsali6

Bibi was quite she wanted to hear more about him

Grandfather: ygoolon 3inda walad bas mo imaska wala shay ib sharikata!

Bibi: aha

Grandfather: Bandar ham wild el flani 9a7?

Bibi nodded.

Grandfather: ma y9erla?

Bibi lied: madri
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Bibi opened her eyes & stared at the selling

Bandar Bandar Bandar Bandar!

Buzz Buzz her mobile buzzed

9aba7 el 5air istatha
Enshallah kil shay jahiz.
Bandar

She read the message over & over again laish ma a9er normal ma3ah??! Ya3ni ra7 asht'3il ma3ah for the next month, ma agdar a9er wayed formal! Law kan 3i9am chan 7adi 9irt rasmiya ma3ah wala hamni! Bas Bandar?! Magdar! Ufff laish ma agdar?! Shmi3na Bandar?
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HATHA WILDICH 5AMID? 5AMADH ALLAH DINYA O A5RA! LAL7EN MA RA7 EL DAWAM?!

Mother: La lal7en ta3ban ma36ena ijaza

Father: AY TA3BAN AY BA6EE5! FANISHOOH O IMASHEEHA 3ALAICH YAL '3ABIYA?!

Bandar closed his eyes tight while he heard the conversation between his mother & father

Uff bidal ma y7is bil thanb 3ala ele sawah

He got out of his bed & got it the bathroom
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Bandar sat in his room with all the papers around him

Beep beep.

1 message from Bibi
9aba7 el nor Bandar!
The sun is really bright today! El jaw iyanin law mo ma'39ooba chan ma ri7t el maktab ;p I suggest u work on ur ideas outdoors! Outdoor ideas are always better than indoor ideas ;)

He smiled & wrote a reply

Any suggestions?

Beep beep

FREE ZONE!

He stood up collected his papers, grabbed his car keys & walked downstairs.
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RASI IB YINBA6!

Zaid: i5thay break O tiwa3iday ma3a Manoora

Bibi: hmm akthar shay ya3jibni fek ohwa thaka2ik!

Zaid: shukran!

Bibi: 3afwan!
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Bibi ran towards the water.

Munera: YAL 5IBLA NI6RENE

Bibi: A7IIIB EL BA7AR!

Bibi stood on the shore; she wouldn’t dare and put her feet into the water

Munera: abaih yal 5ibla fashaltena!

Bibi: MAKO A7AD!

Munera: imbala ako! O la rayal ba3ad

Bibi gasped then laughed.

Bibi whispered: wainha?

Munera moved her eye balls to the left; Bibi slowly moved her head & saw a guy in a grey sweat pant & maroon t-shirt he was busy with some papers.

Bibi wiggled her eyebrows at Munera: cute!

Munera laughed & sat down on the sand.

Bibi stared at the water shra7 y9er etha 7a6ait rele bil may??!

She took a few steps towards the water then hurried back to where she was standing

Munera: haw shfech? El may barid?

Bibi: ha? Ee barid wayed

She lied, No one knew that she fears the water now, she fears it because it reminds her of her father, no one knows… except for Bandar.

Bibi: taben barid?

Munera looked around her: mn wain?

Bibi: ka ako rayal ybee3 bil 3arabana

Munera: oh ok al7en aroo7 ayeb

Bibi: la 5alich ga3da ana bayib

Bibi grabbed her wallet from her purse & walked to the ice cream cart; while she was walking back to where Munera's sitting she saw a paper fly in the air & the man that was sitting hurry after it

Bibi abaih masken

The paper hit Bibi's face; she giggled & took it off her face & found Bandar standing in front of her

Bibi: AH!

Bandar giggled: shitsawen hne?

She gave him his paper: inta ele shitsawe hne?

Bandar: wa7da a3arfha galatli ina outdoors ideas a7san mn el indoor ideas

She smiled: O hal wa7da galatlik roo7 café bil free zone

Bandar: hmm arta7 3al ba7ar akthar

Bibi: aha!

She handed him the paper & he noticed that the bracelet wasn’t in her hand, his smiled disappeared from his face

Bibi shfeh?

Bandar yimkin nisat talbis.ha

Bandar took the paper from her hand: mashkoura

Then they heard a voice

"Ummm baboon?"

Bandar turned around.

Bibi: Oh Manor hatha Bandar el flani, Bandar hathi Munera el flani murt Zaid

Bandar smiled politely: fur9a sa3eda

Munera: ana as3ad!

Munera stared at Bandar, Bibi gave her a look

Bibi: Manoora ma3ach jna6na?

Munera: 6ab3an! Ya3ni ba5alehoum 3al ba7ar?

Bibi giggled: yalla?

Munera: yalla!

Munera gave Bibi her purse & walked to the car

Bibi turned to Bandar: ashoofik ba3ad cham youm?

Bandar smiled & nodded.

Monawa3aaaat 4

1. SO CUTE right?! Cash Warren steals a smooch from his daughter!!

2. ياقلبه
أتراه سيبتسم إن أدار لي ظهره؟

3. ماعاد الحزن يكفي يا صديقي! أخبرني ما يليق بنا

4. "Aren't you hungry?" he asked. "No." I didn't feel like mentioning that my stomach was already full... with butterflies!" - Twilight

Giving up? {23}

Quwa;*

1.Im a bit busy hal youmain!

Enjoy it;**

Tawthee7 5afef:

Bibi is in a bad mood, mn 3goob ma darat ina yadat.ha ma widha t7achi Bandar la2ana t5af inha t7iba wil walad mo mn mistawahoum!

Bandar faham ina Bibi zhigat mina mn kithir ma jabilta bil mistashfa 3ashan chithi ma zarita wala mara mn 3gob ma 9a7a.

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YA3NI ANA CHAM MARRA LAZM A3ED NAFS EL POINT 3ASHAN TIFHMOONHA? CHAM MARA!

*Ting*

All eyes moved from Bibi to the elevator,3i9am was standing in front of Bibi she noticed his face expiration changed from a normal to shocked.

Shfe wayha i3tifas?

Bibi turned around & found BANDAR

Her heart skipped a beat: Bandar?

Bandar: 9aba7 el 5air

Bibi's eyes teared up, the pale Bandar was paler! The purple bruise under his eyes turned into a green one

Sawsan hurried towards him

Sawsan: salamaaaaaaaaat!

He cleared his throat: Allah ysalmich

Bibi quickly turned back to face her staff, she didn’t know what to say all the words that were in her head were lost!

They looked at her quietly while Bandar grabbed a chair & sat down

Bibi: umm O bas! Ele 6alabt mina shi'3il ra7 astalma el sa3a wa7da

3i9am: bas-

Bibi: bidon bas 3i9am! el sa3a wa7da el shi'3il 3indi!

She looked at her left and found Bandar looking at her, he quickly looked away

Bibi: ay so2al?!

Everyone was quit

Bibi: ok 3ayal yalla kil wa7id 3ala shi'3la!

She walked to her office, sat on her chair & took a deep breath; she wasn’t expecting him to come faj2a dawam?!

*Knock knock*

Laykoun Bandar?!

Bibi: tifa'6al

The door opened slowly

Mona? Bibi sighed a sigh of relief

Mona: istatha?

Bibi: na3am

Mona: uhh ma ra7 ta36en Bandar shi'3il?

Bibi raised an eyebrow: laish ts2len?

Mona: ha? La bas la2ana gai3d bidon sh'3il O 9arla muda mo mdawim O mirta7

Bibi: awalan ana a7adid a36e el shi'3il 7ag mno O MA a36e el sh'3il 7ag mno! Thaniyan ma kan bil bait mirta7 el rayal kan mare'6

Mona: aha

Bibi: tifa'6ilay 3ala maktibich O 5alay 3aglich ib sh'3ilich! O ya lait tit.thakirain mno el muder O mno el miwa'6af ya Mona

Mona gulped & left Bibi's office
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Shlounk Bandar?

Bandar turned around & found Zaid standing

He stood up & shook hands with him

Bandar: ib5air el 7imdallah

Zaid: inshallah ma tha'3a6na 3alaik ib yayitik el youm?

Bandar: la bil 3ax, malait mn ga3dat el bait

Zaid: hehe ee wala ga3dat el bait itzahig, el mohim! Inshallah yadi yaye bil 6irej al7en O lama yo9al adiglik ti93ad foog O nibda el ijtima3

Bandar: ok
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AHHH SHIT!

Sawsaaaaaaaaan! SAWSAN!

Sawsan opened the door & rushed in

Sawsan: na3am?

Bibi: INTAW SHFEKOUM EL YOUM?!

Sawsan: ma bina shay

Bibi: SHNO MA BINA SHAY! SAWSAN LA TB6EEN CHABDI

They heard the door open.

Istatha?

Bibi: NA3AM?!

She turned around & found Bandar standing

Bandar: umm Bo 3abdallah wi9al ib nijtimi3 ma3ah fog

Bibi froze in her place & just nodded her head

Sawsan: iztaze?

Bibi: *sigh* 5ala9 Sawsan tifa'6ilay maktibich

Sawsan left Bibi's office & whispered to Bandar: mazajha mano tamam el youm

Bandar: umm istatha ana asbigich

Bibi nodded.

He turned around to leave the room

Bandar?

Bandar: na3am?

Bibi: shlounik?!

Bandar: b5air

He said & left the room

Bibi sighed 7ata ma eltifat O 6ala3ni lama 7achaita
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Bo 3abdallah: ee wala 7ata ana ma3ak ib hal nu86a

Bibi entered the meeting room; she had her coffee in one hand & her file in the other

Bibi: ahhhh nisait mobiley!

The meeting was only for Bibi, Zaid & Bandar

Bibi: uhh laish mako a7ad?

Bo 3abdallah: la2ana mabe ajtimi3 ma3a el kil

Bibi: um laish?

Bo 3abdallah: huh Bibi yuba shfech nisaitay?

Bibi: aaah lal7en ma sharabt my coffee O rasi y3awirni!

Zaid: 3ayal gi3day O shirbay gahwitich O 3goob nibda 3ashan tkounon m9a79i7a!

Bibi put her hair in a bun using her pen.

Bandar smiled he remembered the first time he saw her, she had her hair in a bun using her pen & she was looking for it.

Bo 3abdallah: 6ab3an mithil ma tadron Majid el flani yay el isbo3 el yay

Bibi sipped her coffee.

Zaid: bas yuba tara ana msafir el isboo3 el yay

Bo 3abdallah: waaih 5ala9 3ayal Baboona O Bandar yishta'3lon ma3ah

Bibi: la7tha la7tha laish bas ana O Bandar, laish mo kil el staff?

Bo 3abdallah: ma nabi baij el sharikat t7i6 3ainha 3alaina, ibdaw bil asasiyat O ba3dain lama tibdon na3lin ina ta3a8adna ma3ah

Bandar nodded.

Bo 3abdallah: ya3ni ib tijtam3on ma3ah bara el sharika, intay O Bandar btsawoon ijtima3at bainkoum bara el sharika

Bibi: um ok

Bo 3abdallah: ha Bandar ma giltli shno afkarik

Bandar stood up to give Bo 3abdallah a copy of a paper he had then felt everything around him spin he quickly sat down

Bibi: Bandar shfek?

Bandar put his hand on his head: mafene shay

Zaid took the paper & passed it to his grandfather

Bo 3abdallah: Bandar yuba laykoun lal7en ta3ban O tha'3a6na 3alaik O yibnak

Bandar shook his head: la el 7imdallah mafene shay

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-At the end of the meeting-

Bo 3abdallah: mabe a6awil 3alaikoum, mn el isboo3 el yay ib tibdon el sh'3il, Bandar i5ith baij el week off yuba irta7 3ashan tkoun ib kamil 6a8tik ma3ana lama iye majid

Bandar nodded: 7a'6ir

Bibi ma yaboni a7tak feh O oboy besha'3ilni ma3ah ib project? Ya3ni bajabla 24/7 lain y5ali9 el project!

Bandar ma tabe tshoof riga3t wayhi! Imbayin 3alaiha mit'6ayga laish sha'3ilooha ma3ay ib hal project!

Zaid ya3ni sh.hal tan8u'6 yaditi tgoolha la ti7takain feh wayed O yadi ysha'3ilha ma3ah ib project?

Bo 3abdallah lazm athakir Bibi ma tgool 7ag yadat.ha 3ashan la tsaweeha salfa!

Giving up? {22}

Quwa;*

1. Shlounkoum?

2. Anon N radaitay O i5tifat M10?

3. This post goes to all of you;**

ENJOY IT;*

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He stood up then felt his head spinning, he quickly sat down

Mother: Bandar? Shfek?

Bandar put his hand on his head: darat fene el dinya

Mother: 3adi 7abebe el doctor gal ina 6abe3e

He sighed

Marat 5 ayam O lal7en ma yatni
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Mona ba5ith break O barja3 3al thalith alga el shi'3il jahiz

Mona: 7a'6ir
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She got into the car & drove off

'3ibt 3aaani wil shoog jaaabik

Bibi quickly changed the station.

Mishtaaaaaaaaag galoli '3aragt ib dami3ik 3ainik

Ahhhh!! She closed the radio

Why whenever we feel down you always feel that the songs are talking about you?

Bibi uff wain aro7?
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Shlounk el youm?

Bandar sighed: nafs kil youm

The doctor went through the papers he had in his hands

Doctor: laa el youm a7san mashallah

Bandar's mother smiled: el 7imdallah! Inzain doctor mita nigdar nrid el bait?

Doctor: ba3ad cham youm inshallah
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Bibi stepped in to the hospital; she tried not to go there! She tried not to go but couldn’t! She needed to check if he's okay

She got into the elevator
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Bandar 7abebe ana barid el bait al7en, aked obok rad mn el dawam! O lama ynam ayeek , ok 7abebe?

He nodded

Mother: mi7taj shay?

Bandar: la salamtich

His mother picked up her purse & left the room

She left the room & found Bibi in her way

Um Bandar: Bibi?!

Bibi smiled: ahlain 5alti

Um Bandar: wainich ya yuma?! 9arlich muda ma zirteena, Bandar fagdich

Bibi's heart ached.

Um Bandar: yadich gal ina ma2atheech bil shi'3il

Bibi's eyes teared up law tadri ina ahali ma yaboni azoora kilish shbtgolen?

Um Bandar: ana baroo7 el bait shwaya O rada

Bibi nodded & smiled

His mother walked to the elevator & Bibi stood in front of the door

She felt her feet glued to the floor, she couldn’t move

Bibi slowly put her hand on the door handle

"Bibi?"

She turned around & found doctor Mansour

Bibi: ahlain Mansour

Mansour: sha5barich?

Bibi: b5air el 7imdallah inta shlounik?

Mansour: el 7imdallah, ma shiftich mn cham youm

Bibi: ee wala insha'3alt shway

Mansour: aha

Bibi: umm Mansour?

Mansour: na3am?

Bibi: shloun Bandar?

Mansour smiled: el 7imdallah zain

Bibi stared at him, "el 7imdallah zain" wasn’t enough she wanted more details

Bibi: umm ashwa

Mansour: rasa y3awra O 6ab3an hal shay wayed 6abe3e

Bibi nodded.

Mansour: O inshallah 3gob cham youm byi6la3

Bibi smiled: inshallah

Mansour: ok 3ayal

Bibi: salim 3al ahal

Mansour: yo9al inshallah

The doctor left Bibi standing in front of Bandar's room

She took a deep breath & put her hand on the handle

Beep Beep

AH! She put her hand on her heart

She took her mobile from her bag

1 message from Zaid

Babon wainich? Yadi ydawirch, 3indina meeting ma3a sharikat el flani ba3ad shway

uff !

Bibi rested her head on the door

She put her hand on the handle

Triiiiiiiin Triiiiiiiiiiiin Bibi's mobile rang

She quickly picked it up

Bibi: Aloo hala yuba

Grandfather: wainich ya yuba?

Bibi: ha laish?

Grandfather: sharikat el flani yayeena bil 6ireej O 9arli sina adwrich gaylele ma5tha break? ma 9arat break

Bibi sighed: ok, al7en yaya bil 6ireej

Grandfatherr: yallah na6renich

*Click*

She looked at the door for the last time, sighed & walked to the elevator

Giving up? {21}

IM SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY! Tadron sh9ar? I forgot my password & I couldnt sign in ;p!

ANYWAYS I WROTE U GUYS AN EXTRA EXTRA LONG POST TA3W'6!

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Bibi stood up: NA3AM?!

Munera: Bibi gi3day el kil ga3id y6ali3na!

Bibi looked around then sat down.

Bibi: wintaw shgiltolha?

Zaid: ya3ni shbngol?

Bibi's eyes popped: ya3ni giltolha kalamich 9a7 O 9irtaw ib 9afha?

Zaid: Babon el salfa mafeha sides! Omi '3aneema ma3aha 7ag!

Bibi: ZAID! Mn 9ijk? Shno ya3ni mo mn muwa5ethna?

Munera: ya3ni-

Bibi: adri shno ya3ni! O a9lan intaw mn galkoum ine a7iba!

Munera sighed: Baboon intay ma la7ath.tay nafsich el ayam ele 6afat?! 6ool el youm 3inda! O ma trden el bait ila 7ag el noom!

Bibi: O ba3dain?! Shno ya3ni?!

Munera: Bibi! Ana mn el bidaya gitlich la tit7awal kasrat el 5a6ir 7ag 7ub!

Bibi: WINTAW MN GALKOUM INE A7IBHA!

Zaid sighed.

Bibi: Zaid?

Zaid: na3am?!

Bibi: ma dafa3t 3ana wala ib kilma?!

Zaid: yaditi ma yabat 6ari a5la8a 3ashan adafi3 3ana! Yabat 6ari mustawa! O Kan ma3aha 7ag

Bibi: O bas?! Hatha hamkoum el flos!?

Zaid: el salfa mo chithi! Intay 3aysha ib mustawa mu3ayan! 5angool tizawajtaw, Shlon bt3eshen?!

Bibi: winta mn galik ine a7iba? Mn galkoum ina ib nitzawaj!
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Mother: Ya 7iloha hal Bibi, tadre 6ool el ayam ele 6afat wihya mjablitik! Tye el 9ib7 O trid el bait bil lail!

He smiled.
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Bibi: O omi '3aneema m6arshatkom tgololi hal 7achi?! Laish ma galita ihya?!

Munera: la! Ihya kanat tsolif 3an hal mawtho3! Fa gilna ngoolich gabil la ihya t7acheech feh

Bibi: Manoora, Zaid, ana ma a7ib Bandar! Ana bas-

Munera: bas shno? Jabalteh bil mistashfa mn el 9ib7 lay el lail O ma t7bena? Intay shiftay nafsich shkithir '6a3fana?!
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She left the coffee shop & went to the sea

Bibi sat down on the shore & took a deep breath

Law omi O oboy hne chan kil hatha ma 9ar! Chan ma7ad tifalsaf 3alay wala 7achani! A9lan mn galhoum ine a7ib Bandar? Ya3ni bas la2ani jabalta bil mistashfa cham youm 9irt a7iba?!

She sat on the shore & when it started to get dark she stood up & walked to her car
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Kasrat 5a6ri

Zaid: laish?

Munera: madri a7is kilina hajamna 3alaiha faj2a

Zaid sighed: 9a7 kalamich

Munera: uff
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Bibi walked to the stairs

Bibi?!

Bibi: na3am?

Ta3alay yuba gi3day ma3ay shwaya

Bibi sat down beside her grandfather

Bibi: yuba?

Grandfather: na3am?

Bibi: yuba ana ma…ma a7ib Bandar

Grandfather: O mn galich ine t7ibena?

Bibi: omi '3anima-

Grandfather: kint mawjod youm 7achat Zaid O Munera-

Bibi: yuba etha tabon tgololi shay gooloh ib wayhi! Mo t6arshon Zaid ygoola!

Grandfather: yaditich galat wijhat na'6arha, ma 6arishatlich a7ad ygoolich ay shay

Bibi: yuba! Ana ma a7ib Bandar, el rayal ma3ay bil dawam O mar ib tharf O-

Grandfather: O shno? Bibi intay la7a'6tay inch kintay fog el isboo3 3indah bil mistashfa kil youm?! La7a'6tay inch ma dawamtay? La7a'6tay inch ma kalaitay 3adil –

Bibi sighed; she stood up: yuba 7adi ta3bana! Baroo7 anam

She walked to the stairs

Grandfather: Bibi

She turned around: na3am?

Her Grandfather gave her a warm smile: ti9b7en 3ala 5air 7abebte

Bibi: winta m ahla

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She woke up & looked at the clock beside her

5:01 am

U5 wayed imbachr

She got up, entered the bathroom & went downstairs

The sun didn’t rise yet & the house was empty

Bibi walked to the kitchen & took out a bottle of water from the fridge

The house was cold she remembered Bandar's comment when she told him that their house was cold "mo abrad mn glob ele feh" aked 8a9ad oboh

She walked to the house's door and unlocked it, Bibi got out then sat on one of the chairs in the garden

Everything inside her told her that she should go & check on Bandar, but she kept telling herself that she shouldn’t go, 3ashan mo kil digeega wil thanya galoli t7ibena!

She looked at the sky & took a deep breath laish el kil ygool ine a7iba!

She looked at her bracelet

Ana laish ma agi6ha mn ede O 6ool el muda labsat.ha?!

She took the bracelet off & put it in the pocket of her pj

Her bare foot touched the wet & cold grass, her whole body shivered
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Aa5 rasi…. Yuma *sigh* Yuma

The lights opened and his mother rushed towards him: na3am yuma

Bandar: rasi y3awirni, bamooot mn el 3awar!!

Mother: la7tha 7abebe a7len anadelik el doctor

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Bibi was staring at her grandfather's garden, it was his favorite place in the house… all flowers were alive! Not even one was dead

She giggled way hal ward a'3la O a7ab shay 3ind yadi!

Bibi heard a girls giggle she looked at her left & found the neighbors daughter running to the car with her school uniform & her father carrying her bag & smiling at her.

She remembered her father & her eyes teared up, he used to take her to school too, when she was at that age.

Bibi?!

She turned around & found her grandmother

Bibi: Na3am?

Grandmother: shfech 7abebte!?

Bibi: mafene shay laish?

Grandmother: mo mn 3awaydech tg3den bara bro7ich O la ib hal 7aza?!

Bibi sighed & shrugged her shoulders.

Her grandmother came closer then sat beside her

Grandmother: mintay ray7a el sharika el youm?

Bibi shook her head.

Grandmother: btro7en 7ag Bandar?

Bibi: la

Grandmother: laish?

Bibi stood up: a5af aro7la tgoolen ine a7iba!

Grandmother: Bibi-

Bibi: na3am?! Yuma el walad '6urofa wayed wayed 9a3ba O mi7taj a7ad yogaf ma3ah!
Grandmother: ma 3inda ahal?! Ma 3inda om O obo? Ma 3inda rabi3!

Bibi sighed.

Grandmother: ana ma gilt la tzorena! Ana bas gilt lazm t5afifen ziyaratich!

Bibi nodded: inshallah

Then her grandmother gave her a side hug: yalla imshay intarayag

Bibi faked a smile
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6abe3e wayed y7ooshik 3awar faj2a, O ham 6abe3e ina shwaya taf8id tawaznik

Bandar: af8id tawazni?

Doctor: ee

Bandar sighed.

Doctor: kil hathi ashya2 mu2a8ata lama tit7asan O trid mithil el awal O a7san inshallah

Bandar nodded.
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9aba7 el 5air

Grandmother: 9aba7 el nor

Grandfather: Ohh Babona ga3da gabli el youm

Bibi smiled & nodded

Grandfather: sha5barich 7abebte?

Bibi: el 7imdallah b5air

They started eating and after a while a question popped in Bibi's head

Bibi: yuba?

Grandfather: na3am?

Bibi: mifta7 baitna 3indik?

Grandfather: ay bait?

Bibi: bait oboy

Grandfather nodded: ee yuba 3indi, laish widich tro7en?

Bibi shook her head: la bas as2al

Grandfather: agool Babona

Bibi: na3am?

Grandfather: shlouna Bandar? Mita titwa8i3ain yigdar yibda ydawim mara thanya

Bibi: laish?

Grandfather: Majid el flani 6alb3a bil isim 3ashan yisht'3il ma3ah

Bibi: hmm mita yaya Majid?

Grandfather: ba3ad isbo3ain

Bibi: wala madri!

Grandfather: baro7 azoora

Bibi: Majid?

Grandfather: la Bandar

Bibi nodded.

Grandfather: lama arid mn el sharika baro7la, btyen?

Bibi: el sharika wala 3ind Bandar?

Grandfather: huh Bibi shfech ma gimtay trakzon! Athnainhoum.


Bibi shook her head

Grandfather: la sharika wala Bandar?

She nodded.

Bibi looked at her grandmother she noticed that she was extra quite shfeha omi '3anema sakta chithi?

Grandfather: ohwa mn shno da5iloh el mistashfa

Bibi abaih shagool?!: umm kan yitsaba7 O zalag O uhh O rasa 6ag bil ar'6 7ail lay darajat ina nizaf dam!!

Grandfather: *tsk tsk tsk* masken

Bibi: ee
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Lal7en ma yat? 6ab3an laish btye maskena la3at chabdha mini, mjablatni kil el ayam ele 6afaw ana ako a7ad yta7amalni? Zain minha *sigh*

Mother: yuma Bandar ma tabe takil?

He shook his head: la yuma mo yo3an

Mother *sigh* '3areba Bibi lal7en ma yat!

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Grandmother: wain ray7a 7abebte?

Bibi: ba6la3 ma3a Manoora, tamren 3ala shay?

Grandmother: la salamtich
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-7 pm-

Bandar was resting his head on the pillow

He heard a knock on the door & smiled aked Bibi

He lifted his head & found Bo 3abdallah in front of him

Bandar: Bo 3abdallah?

Bo 3adallah: salamat ma tshoof shar ya Bandar

Bandar shook hands with him: allah ysalmik

Bo 3abdallah sat on the chair beside Bandar's bed

Bo 3abdallah: shlounk yuba?

Bandar: el 7imdallah b5air

Bo 3abdallah: Shloun rasik? Bibi galatli shloun ta3awart-

Bandar's eyes popped ma38ola galatla 3an ele sawah oboy?

Bo 3abdallah: ya yuba lazm trakzon shwaya it6al3on jidamkoum lama tamshon, kafi inik kint ib 7amam wil ar'6iya itzalig ham mo mrakiz-

Bandar ay 7amam ay ar'6iya itzalig?

Bandar just nodded he knew that Bibi made up a story, Bandar wanted to ask him about Bibi but he thought that it would be inappropriate

Bo 3abdallah cleared his throat: Bibi kan widha itye ma3ay bas ma 5alait.ha ti6la3 mn el dawam imbachr

Bandar sighed a sigh of relief dawimat 3ashan chithi ma yat
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Ay loon a7la? Wayed 3indi beige bas ma 3indi navy.. Babon? Baboon? BIBI!

Bibi: haa?

Munera: wain sara7tay?

Bibi: ma sara7t

Munera sighed: ee 9a7! Kilish ma sara7tay!