Giving up? {21}

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Bibi stood up: NA3AM?!

Munera: Bibi gi3day el kil ga3id y6ali3na!

Bibi looked around then sat down.

Bibi: wintaw shgiltolha?

Zaid: ya3ni shbngol?

Bibi's eyes popped: ya3ni giltolha kalamich 9a7 O 9irtaw ib 9afha?

Zaid: Babon el salfa mafeha sides! Omi '3aneema ma3aha 7ag!

Bibi: ZAID! Mn 9ijk? Shno ya3ni mo mn muwa5ethna?

Munera: ya3ni-

Bibi: adri shno ya3ni! O a9lan intaw mn galkoum ine a7iba!

Munera sighed: Baboon intay ma la7ath.tay nafsich el ayam ele 6afat?! 6ool el youm 3inda! O ma trden el bait ila 7ag el noom!

Bibi: O ba3dain?! Shno ya3ni?!

Munera: Bibi! Ana mn el bidaya gitlich la tit7awal kasrat el 5a6ir 7ag 7ub!

Bibi: WINTAW MN GALKOUM INE A7IBHA!

Zaid sighed.

Bibi: Zaid?

Zaid: na3am?!

Bibi: ma dafa3t 3ana wala ib kilma?!

Zaid: yaditi ma yabat 6ari a5la8a 3ashan adafi3 3ana! Yabat 6ari mustawa! O Kan ma3aha 7ag

Bibi: O bas?! Hatha hamkoum el flos!?

Zaid: el salfa mo chithi! Intay 3aysha ib mustawa mu3ayan! 5angool tizawajtaw, Shlon bt3eshen?!

Bibi: winta mn galik ine a7iba? Mn galkoum ina ib nitzawaj!
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Mother: Ya 7iloha hal Bibi, tadre 6ool el ayam ele 6afat wihya mjablitik! Tye el 9ib7 O trid el bait bil lail!

He smiled.
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Bibi: O omi '3aneema m6arshatkom tgololi hal 7achi?! Laish ma galita ihya?!

Munera: la! Ihya kanat tsolif 3an hal mawtho3! Fa gilna ngoolich gabil la ihya t7acheech feh

Bibi: Manoora, Zaid, ana ma a7ib Bandar! Ana bas-

Munera: bas shno? Jabalteh bil mistashfa mn el 9ib7 lay el lail O ma t7bena? Intay shiftay nafsich shkithir '6a3fana?!
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She left the coffee shop & went to the sea

Bibi sat down on the shore & took a deep breath

Law omi O oboy hne chan kil hatha ma 9ar! Chan ma7ad tifalsaf 3alay wala 7achani! A9lan mn galhoum ine a7ib Bandar? Ya3ni bas la2ani jabalta bil mistashfa cham youm 9irt a7iba?!

She sat on the shore & when it started to get dark she stood up & walked to her car
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Kasrat 5a6ri

Zaid: laish?

Munera: madri a7is kilina hajamna 3alaiha faj2a

Zaid sighed: 9a7 kalamich

Munera: uff
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Bibi walked to the stairs

Bibi?!

Bibi: na3am?

Ta3alay yuba gi3day ma3ay shwaya

Bibi sat down beside her grandfather

Bibi: yuba?

Grandfather: na3am?

Bibi: yuba ana ma…ma a7ib Bandar

Grandfather: O mn galich ine t7ibena?

Bibi: omi '3anima-

Grandfather: kint mawjod youm 7achat Zaid O Munera-

Bibi: yuba etha tabon tgololi shay gooloh ib wayhi! Mo t6arshon Zaid ygoola!

Grandfather: yaditich galat wijhat na'6arha, ma 6arishatlich a7ad ygoolich ay shay

Bibi: yuba! Ana ma a7ib Bandar, el rayal ma3ay bil dawam O mar ib tharf O-

Grandfather: O shno? Bibi intay la7a'6tay inch kintay fog el isboo3 3indah bil mistashfa kil youm?! La7a'6tay inch ma dawamtay? La7a'6tay inch ma kalaitay 3adil –

Bibi sighed; she stood up: yuba 7adi ta3bana! Baroo7 anam

She walked to the stairs

Grandfather: Bibi

She turned around: na3am?

Her Grandfather gave her a warm smile: ti9b7en 3ala 5air 7abebte

Bibi: winta m ahla

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She woke up & looked at the clock beside her

5:01 am

U5 wayed imbachr

She got up, entered the bathroom & went downstairs

The sun didn’t rise yet & the house was empty

Bibi walked to the kitchen & took out a bottle of water from the fridge

The house was cold she remembered Bandar's comment when she told him that their house was cold "mo abrad mn glob ele feh" aked 8a9ad oboh

She walked to the house's door and unlocked it, Bibi got out then sat on one of the chairs in the garden

Everything inside her told her that she should go & check on Bandar, but she kept telling herself that she shouldn’t go, 3ashan mo kil digeega wil thanya galoli t7ibena!

She looked at the sky & took a deep breath laish el kil ygool ine a7iba!

She looked at her bracelet

Ana laish ma agi6ha mn ede O 6ool el muda labsat.ha?!

She took the bracelet off & put it in the pocket of her pj

Her bare foot touched the wet & cold grass, her whole body shivered
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Aa5 rasi…. Yuma *sigh* Yuma

The lights opened and his mother rushed towards him: na3am yuma

Bandar: rasi y3awirni, bamooot mn el 3awar!!

Mother: la7tha 7abebe a7len anadelik el doctor

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Bibi was staring at her grandfather's garden, it was his favorite place in the house… all flowers were alive! Not even one was dead

She giggled way hal ward a'3la O a7ab shay 3ind yadi!

Bibi heard a girls giggle she looked at her left & found the neighbors daughter running to the car with her school uniform & her father carrying her bag & smiling at her.

She remembered her father & her eyes teared up, he used to take her to school too, when she was at that age.

Bibi?!

She turned around & found her grandmother

Bibi: Na3am?

Grandmother: shfech 7abebte!?

Bibi: mafene shay laish?

Grandmother: mo mn 3awaydech tg3den bara bro7ich O la ib hal 7aza?!

Bibi sighed & shrugged her shoulders.

Her grandmother came closer then sat beside her

Grandmother: mintay ray7a el sharika el youm?

Bibi shook her head.

Grandmother: btro7en 7ag Bandar?

Bibi: la

Grandmother: laish?

Bibi stood up: a5af aro7la tgoolen ine a7iba!

Grandmother: Bibi-

Bibi: na3am?! Yuma el walad '6urofa wayed wayed 9a3ba O mi7taj a7ad yogaf ma3ah!
Grandmother: ma 3inda ahal?! Ma 3inda om O obo? Ma 3inda rabi3!

Bibi sighed.

Grandmother: ana ma gilt la tzorena! Ana bas gilt lazm t5afifen ziyaratich!

Bibi nodded: inshallah

Then her grandmother gave her a side hug: yalla imshay intarayag

Bibi faked a smile
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6abe3e wayed y7ooshik 3awar faj2a, O ham 6abe3e ina shwaya taf8id tawaznik

Bandar: af8id tawazni?

Doctor: ee

Bandar sighed.

Doctor: kil hathi ashya2 mu2a8ata lama tit7asan O trid mithil el awal O a7san inshallah

Bandar nodded.
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9aba7 el 5air

Grandmother: 9aba7 el nor

Grandfather: Ohh Babona ga3da gabli el youm

Bibi smiled & nodded

Grandfather: sha5barich 7abebte?

Bibi: el 7imdallah b5air

They started eating and after a while a question popped in Bibi's head

Bibi: yuba?

Grandfather: na3am?

Bibi: mifta7 baitna 3indik?

Grandfather: ay bait?

Bibi: bait oboy

Grandfather nodded: ee yuba 3indi, laish widich tro7en?

Bibi shook her head: la bas as2al

Grandfather: agool Babona

Bibi: na3am?

Grandfather: shlouna Bandar? Mita titwa8i3ain yigdar yibda ydawim mara thanya

Bibi: laish?

Grandfather: Majid el flani 6alb3a bil isim 3ashan yisht'3il ma3ah

Bibi: hmm mita yaya Majid?

Grandfather: ba3ad isbo3ain

Bibi: wala madri!

Grandfather: baro7 azoora

Bibi: Majid?

Grandfather: la Bandar

Bibi nodded.

Grandfather: lama arid mn el sharika baro7la, btyen?

Bibi: el sharika wala 3ind Bandar?

Grandfather: huh Bibi shfech ma gimtay trakzon! Athnainhoum.


Bibi shook her head

Grandfather: la sharika wala Bandar?

She nodded.

Bibi looked at her grandmother she noticed that she was extra quite shfeha omi '3anema sakta chithi?

Grandfather: ohwa mn shno da5iloh el mistashfa

Bibi abaih shagool?!: umm kan yitsaba7 O zalag O uhh O rasa 6ag bil ar'6 7ail lay darajat ina nizaf dam!!

Grandfather: *tsk tsk tsk* masken

Bibi: ee
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Lal7en ma yat? 6ab3an laish btye maskena la3at chabdha mini, mjablatni kil el ayam ele 6afaw ana ako a7ad yta7amalni? Zain minha *sigh*

Mother: yuma Bandar ma tabe takil?

He shook his head: la yuma mo yo3an

Mother *sigh* '3areba Bibi lal7en ma yat!

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Grandmother: wain ray7a 7abebte?

Bibi: ba6la3 ma3a Manoora, tamren 3ala shay?

Grandmother: la salamtich
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-7 pm-

Bandar was resting his head on the pillow

He heard a knock on the door & smiled aked Bibi

He lifted his head & found Bo 3abdallah in front of him

Bandar: Bo 3abdallah?

Bo 3adallah: salamat ma tshoof shar ya Bandar

Bandar shook hands with him: allah ysalmik

Bo 3abdallah sat on the chair beside Bandar's bed

Bo 3abdallah: shlounk yuba?

Bandar: el 7imdallah b5air

Bo 3abdallah: Shloun rasik? Bibi galatli shloun ta3awart-

Bandar's eyes popped ma38ola galatla 3an ele sawah oboy?

Bo 3abdallah: ya yuba lazm trakzon shwaya it6al3on jidamkoum lama tamshon, kafi inik kint ib 7amam wil ar'6iya itzalig ham mo mrakiz-

Bandar ay 7amam ay ar'6iya itzalig?

Bandar just nodded he knew that Bibi made up a story, Bandar wanted to ask him about Bibi but he thought that it would be inappropriate

Bo 3abdallah cleared his throat: Bibi kan widha itye ma3ay bas ma 5alait.ha ti6la3 mn el dawam imbachr

Bandar sighed a sigh of relief dawimat 3ashan chithi ma yat
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Ay loon a7la? Wayed 3indi beige bas ma 3indi navy.. Babon? Baboon? BIBI!

Bibi: haa?

Munera: wain sara7tay?

Bibi: ma sara7t

Munera sighed: ee 9a7! Kilish ma sara7tay!