Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Come back when you can...


She sat down on the brown couch staring at the beige wall in front of her.

"Basma?" Hearing his voice made her feel better she wanted to hug him & cry on his shoulder, but she couldn't! She can't!

He's a part of her past now & she needs to get used to it "I'm not okay" she said "I'm not okay at all"

He sat beside her "Talk to me"...

She talked & talked she was going to fast & half of what she said didn't make sense but she knew he'll try to figure it out, he knew her more then she knew herself, she poured her heart out she screamed she cried & she laughed! She was sick! She was sick of herself, she was sick of her mood swings! "Mazajete thab7atni!" "I'm stressed out!"

He listened he listened to every word, wiped every tear & smiled at every laugh, but he couldn’t help her.

He couldn’t help her because he's not a part of her life anymore… and when ur not a part of someone's life anymore its hard, it's hard to help them, it's hard to show sympathy, it's hard to share a laugh, it's just hard!

A side note to u..
I miss you… and I'll always be there for you even if I'm not a part of you're life anymore!



*A whisper to u guys;* my amazing readers
Walhana 3alaikoum wayed!!! I realy poured my heart up there ha?;p hehehe
Shloun ur finals?! Btw I'm done with the 26th post tabon I post wala I post wara ba3ath after my finals? ;)

wa shukran;*

15 comments:

  1. :( we miss you oo post it whenever we can wait :)

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  2. hey we missed you too!
    el7emdellah i did well on my finals :)
    i thought that was a new story xD hahaha
    how dump
    anyways pls pls post now now now!! :(

    Saroona:**

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  3. Geraninium
    Enshallah I'll post soon;*

    Saroona
    Ashwa el 7imdallah! el fal lina ;p
    Lol la la but I have a new story in my mind ;)
    mo now 3ad! Bachr?

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  4. يالخايسه لج وحشه كبر الدنيا ؛*
    ساعات ما يطلعلي إنج منزله نيو بوست ، تلقيني أدش البلوق أدور أقول يمكن فيه غلط .. أو الحين تنزل بوست تطمنا ..

    عساج بخير ، و كل شي تمام ؟
    حبيت البوست على فكرة :)
    أحب هالنوع من الكتابات ، أحسها قريبة ..

    ووو ترى أنا كدشتج بواجب ..
    http://remaq8.blogspot.com/2010/05/blog-post_30.html

    LOVE U ;*

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  5. 9aloooo7aaaa I LOVE U MORE ;* (hatha rady 3ala il previous comment ;p bema inch u posted a new post il just comment here instead ) wen i came to check itha radaity wela la2 giltt laa akeed she wont comment bk now mashoof ila u posted a new post 7ada shagaaait il 7alj :D lol 9ij 9ij i missed ure posts :( w 7aram 3laich ya 9aloo7a il post hatha iyga6i3 il galb !! W i kno i kno il finals ma2saaaat bas shnsawe b3d ma bl eed 7eela;p shidyy 7ailch 9aloo7a w mawa9eech baythy il wayh !! w about the story giving up i prefer wara ba3ath 3gb mat5al9een finals!!
    -Anon N

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  6. =( ..... We miss u 2 , eeeh naby post please 6al3eenna shway mn jaw il finalz

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  7. Rayoooooom;**
    wintay akthar;**
    ba3ad 3umri tha'36 el imt7anat O maysawi :/

    el 7imdallah kil shay b5air, intay shlounch? ;)
    Mashkoura;*
    Yup I agree! el shay ele ykoun 6ali3 mn el galb you9al 7ag el glob 3adil?

    lol ra7 a7ila very soon ;p!

    LOVE U TOO:*

    Anon N
    lol ba3ad 3umri wala;*
    7azen mo? ya3kis my mood today!! enshallah babayith el waayh afa 3alaich bas ;p!! id3ele!

    L
    Enshallah bashof ray el a'3labiya O ashof :)

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  8. 9ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO7A PLS CHOOFI WAYHI I CANT STOP SMILING MEN WANASTI INAH U POSTED

    A7IBICHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OW MESHTAGATLECH 7AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIL U HAVE NO IDEA...WALLA EL DASHBOARD THALMA BEDOOOONICH:(

    ANA ABI U POST WARA BA3ATH (a) LA2NA I CANT GET ENOUGH OW B&B......LOOOOOOOOOOOL ESHRAYECH IB B&B :P

    LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU

    GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD LUCK

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  9. NAWAARII 7ABEBTEEE WAALLLLAAA;***

    WANA AKTHAAAAAAAR!! WALA ME 2!! ;** ba3ad 3umri wala;*

    lol 5ala9 3ayal ur vote is after the finals! ;)

    LOVE U TOOOOOOOOOOOOO;**
    Thank u;*

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  10. miss yooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooou 9alo7aaaaaa shloon el derasa shloonich ? o nabeeee post plllllllllz post now looool ma agdar an6er love yooooooooooooou o good luck ma3a el finals 7bebty

    um flfola

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  11. Miss u tooo um flfola!! tamam wala kil shay tamam el 7imdallah! intay shlonch?
    lol enshallah ;p
    Thank you:*

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  12. lala 9aloooo7a la tan6erin post tara feeh nas edeshon mn their bb's laman maykon yamhom their laptop o mayegderon esawon comment 3ashan egolonlich enhom yaboon post ... (methlyy ) xD hahahah yallah plspls

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  13. hi
    i miss u :** + (big hug) bs plz plz plz dont post ela ba3ad 30-6-2010 lama ana a5ale9 finals cuz if u post mara7 adres plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz arjoooooooooki 3alashan ata2db w adres ;p

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  14. Saroona
    a'3laab el readers yaboonhoum waara ba3ath ya3ni next week!!
    So enshallah I'll post next week :)

    Saroon28
    Hello
    Miss u too:*
    iw3dene ina u dont read anything ila after ur finals!!
    Good luck ;)

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  15. goly ya rab y5ale9 eshterakna mal elenternet w ye6fa ;p

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