Scarred -12-

Hello!


*I had a really stressful week, I felt really blue and a bit down so please forgive me for the short post.



Enjoy it!!


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AlZainah opened her eyes, her eyes burned and she felt her heart beat in her head.



"A77 rasi"



She sat up straight and saw her father on the couch in front of her.



AlZainah: elsa3a cham?



Father: thalath el fayer



AlZainah: ola nimt wayed!!



Father: shlonch al7een?




AlZainah: rasi y3awrne 




Father: gomay baba rou7ay namay bfrashich





AlZainah walked to her father and sat beside him: ma nimt 3ashan tjablne?




Her father smiled and nodded.




AlZainah threw herself in her father's arms, she hugged him really tight, she was so lost and sad and she needed help.




Father: gomay baba imshay foug




AlZainah: shasawe?




Father: la tsaween shay wala tfakren ib shay




AlZainah: yuba bas Faisal-




Father: Faisal lama yane o kalamne giltla ina el kilma lich o intay ele tqarireen




AlZainah was shocked, she had no idea that Faisal actually talked to her father about marrying her.




Father: giltla ykalmch bil mawtho3 bil awal 3ashan ma ytqadamlich rasmi o tridena! we9er mawqifna baykh jidam ahala o jidam Sara ikhta




AlZainah's heart sunk, she couldn't believe how stupid she was, Faisal loved her so much and he tried to reach her and make her his wife in every way he could.




AlZainah sighed: o Hamad?




Father: Hamad ma kalamne eb shay!!




AlZainah: la2ana omi gaylatla ine batzawaj Faisal awal ma atkharaj!




Father: offf!! wana wain kint?




AlZainah: madre 




Father: Zayouna.. Faisal mareeth.. allah y3lam ib 7ala o shbe9er feh! 




AlZainah's eyes were filled with tears.




Father: o Hamad-




AlZainah: basee6? o  mu 6afi7 flos?




Father: Hamad mo kuwaiti bil ta2sees!! madre shbekoun wath3 3yalich! mara7 tkoun janaseehom ola!




AlZainah: abe azour Faisal




Father: baba el sa3a thalath o ni9 el fayer! namay o bachr el 9ib7 ana awadech 




AlZainah nodded and walked to her room.


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"La la mo mistaw3ib ele ga3id agoula!!"



Ahmed: Hmaaaid! min 9ijk ahlha ykhalonha titzawaj mareeth?




Hamad: ahalha bekhalonha titzawaj wild sayiqhom?




Ahmed looked away.




Hamad: mi7taaar!! widi amsik omha o athba7haa!! 



Ahmed laughed.



Hamad: ra7 tikhtara ohwa.. mit2akid


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AlZainah walked through the white hallways, the smell of hospitals always managed to make her sick to her stomach.



She saw Sara siting on a chair outside Faisal's room.



"Sara" 



Sara rushed to AlZainah, she hugged her and cried her eyes out, AlZainah tried to calm her down and she eventually did. 



Sara greeted AlZainah's father.




AlZainah: khalti dakhil?




Sara: la, omy o oboy radaw el bait ytghadon! Faisal nayim




AlZainah felt a bit disappointed: maykhlif badish bas ashoufa! 




A nurse walked towards AlZainah and handed her something. 




AlZainah: shno hatha?




Nurse: libseeh 7abebte may9er tdishen 3ala el mareth bidona




AlZainah: bas laish?




Nurse: elmareth yalgi6 el amrath bsr3a.. mana3ta jidan th3eefa fa a7san 7agich o 7aga inch talbseena 




AlZainah: bas ana mo maretha




Nurse: libseeh gabil la tdshen 3alaih law sama7tay



The nurse left AlZainah standing, she turned around facing Sara put on the mask the nurse gave her and walked to Faisal's room.



AlZainah opened the door slowly, tried to be so quiet so Faisal wouldn't wake up, She felt her heart beat so fast, Faisal was sleeping, she sat on the chair beside his bed.



His face was pale, his lips were dry and he had a mask beside him, the same mask that was given to her.



AlZainah had no idea what to do or say, seeing him like this breaks her heart, Faisal's mobile vibrated a couple of times, AlZainah was looking for it to turn it on silent but couldn't find it.



"Kaho"




AlZainah turned to her left and saw Faisal.




"9aba7 el khair" 




AlZainah: elsa3a thintaaain yal panda



AlZainah knew that he was so tired and that his sleeping patterns were mixed up, but she wanted to be herself around him as much as she could, she didn't want him to feel that she'll start to treat him differently just because he's sick.



Faisal smiled: masaa2 el khaair wala tiz3leeen




AlZainah giggled and sat down: shakhbarik?




Faisal: wala mako 3ala 7a6at edch




AlZainah: mita Huston?




Faisal: madre lama eldictor ya36ene elmiwafaqa




AlZainah: ra7 azourik ib 3i6lat el 9aif!




Faisal: wil 9aifi?




AlZainah: mani makhtha!




Faisal: zayon 3an el kharabee6




AlZainah: way Faisal kaifi!!




Faisal suddenly smiled: tadren thak el yoom shtithakart?




AlZainah: shno?




Faisal: awal ma khathaitay el laisan 




AlZainah: ee?




Faisal: o kintay tawich wa9la baittna o gha9ib tasf6een gare




AlZainah giggled: lama radait gare 3ala elzbala o 6aya7t'ha?




Faisal laughed and then started coughing.




AlZainah: ayeeblik maay?




Faisal: la la mashkoora



Faisal knew that AlZainah was so worried about him, he could see it in her eyes.
He knew that she cared but he also knew that shes not in love with him. But he wanted a chance with her, Faisal wanted her to love him.



Faisal: zayon




AlZainah: halaaa




Faisal: mabeech tyene huston, wala abe ashofch hnak! 




AlZainah sighed.




Faisal: sim3ay el kalam lu mara wa7da yal 3aneeda!




AlZainah: basFaisal-




Faisal interrupted her: ni6rene.. ni6rene kithir ma tgdren o mita ma 7asaitay inch ta3abtay aw malaitay o bas ma tgdren tan6reen saway ele tabeena 




AlZainah tried not to cry, she nodded.




Faisal: a7is ine widi arid anam shway




AlZainah: khalas 3ayal ana akhaleek




AlZainah left Faisal's room with a heavy heart, she slowly closed the door behind her, She saw her father and realized she didn't call him to see Faisal.



Father: ha gam?




AlZainah: gam shway o rad nam




Father: waih khalas 3ayal azoura youm thani



AlZainah said goodbye to Sara and they left the hospital, AlZainah wanted her old life back, she wanted the old Faisal back, she couldn't see herself as his wife but seeing him so weak broke her heart.



Her mobile vibrated. 

"Hi I just dropped something at your place, something so delicious, something that was a huge part of our childhood.
Hamad" 



AlZainah smiled, Hamad made her heart smile, not only her lips and that was the difference between him and Faisal.



Hamad was her childhood, her past, her sweet memories and Faisal is her teen years and present. She was so torn between them.